Hooverphonic - Battersea

I guess Steven's move is happening sooner than later......I'm curious to see how much I'll miss him.....will I miss him, like I miss the original BH 90210?...only time will tell....

Variety Lab - We Should Be Dancing

Confidence is one sexy beast....and I'm full of it today...don't know why, don't care....but I'm going to use and abuse it at the gym, making sales calls and to finish up this animation piece I'm working on at home....

p.s. I'm almost certain that someone has spiked my water with happy pills cause I'm groovin' on sunshine....

times running

my days and nights are one, cramming software into in my brain....yesterday I was so excited to show steven what I was working on.....he really has a way of getting my noddle cookin'.....after spending no more than 5 minutes looking at what I thought was pretty nice (pretty nice for me) he got me thinking things like....why did I follow the tutorials as is....why am I not looking at reference...and why am I comparing my self to my peers and their work....that's no way to look at things....in order to be a better chess player you have to man up and play with the big boys.....it's good to get your ass kicked, it's the only way you'll learn....



I need to start looking on how I can improve my work and start pushing myself....to not be afraid of failure....it's do or die bitches

I was a bad, bad girl =}~

for the last couple of years I've apologized for things that had happened in the past....I see no reason to say sorry for my actions now....I feel like I'm a positive person who loves her friends and family....that I make time to care for the ones I admire as well as make time for myself....I'm in a good place right now and I know as long as I continue to educate myself, stay healthy and respect everyone....only good things can come of it.....I do wish I felt this way 5 or 6 years ago....maybe things could have been different....maybe I could have had a better job by now....more education to back me up....have traveled to more places around the world =)

I can't wait to go to the gym today....I had a 500 calorie hog-feast today at work...hehehe...I guess there's still a little bit of bad girl left in me....

Miike Snow - Animal

There are so many fun remixes of this song.....but the original is still the best....I really like the album....can't wait to hear this song live =)

Things to do

1. Bryan and Amber (have dinner with them, not actual "do" them)
2. become an xpresso ninja (half way there, I have a black mask)
3. figure out how on earth I have over 5 weeks of vacation time, AND USE IT SOON (oops...caps were on)
4. thank steven for being sweet to me, even though he's not my boyfriend and has no reason to be (I feel a 3d drawing being generated for this, but I'm sure he'd rather want to go out to dinner...I know you steven, any excuse for some mex)
5. oral presentation at school on friday...ugh! (I think ryan and katie are going to sit there and laugh at me....awwww! hehehehe)
6. possibly bat for lashes this saturday (free concerts are the best) +katie might go
7. gnomon show and waste some diamonds on their classes ++katie said she'd go
8. and last but not least...grow a huge pair and intern at a studio a.s.a.p


and also, I've found over 40 hours of cinema tutorials that I can do over the summer....I basically try to soak up as much information as I can....so that I can brainstorm on how something I might have learned in the past can help create what I want in the future...problem solving has become one of my new hobbies.....my favorite steven line is..."come on liberty, figure it out yourself" and steven if you ever do read this....know that I've heard that I was smart or pretty before, but never both together and so often as when you mentioned it....remember when you use to lean over me, to look at my work and play with my hair....you told me you didn't realize you were doing so, yet you did it every time...it's those little things that I miss....and those little things that I'll remember =)

We Have Band - Oh! ( Music)

One last thought.....after having to walk to work yesterday, I realized that the 3.58 miles would burn an extra 400 calories to the 250 that I already do during lunch....I think I'm gonna have to start walking / biking to work =)

ya for blisters and sweaty armpits!